Spending what seems like your whole existence waiting for a phone call to put your life back on track is a funny one. I’m in complete limbo – do I plan normal things so that I can be as normal as possible or do I keep a wide open schedule ready for brain surgery to…

A week since diagnosis today. Time flies. I’ve had such gorgeous visitors and so many gifts over the past few days. Even friends flying in from other countries just to be here to support me. My circle honestly is the best and I couldn’t be more grateful for everyone taking the time to message, pop…

Iife has been crazy to say the least – ’ve even applied for a disabled badge over the last few days which was odd. We joked about it at first, and I do still feel like a bit of a fraud as surely people have it much worse than me?! But when I had my…

It appears my head is filling up rather fast with these thoughts and feelings as I’m back again already – or maybe it’s all the compliments on my writing skills. Maybe I’m back for an ego boost 😂 It’s these bloody mornings! I wake up so early when everyone else is still snoozing and my…

After spending my initial few days in Salford royal, I by far find the mornings the most difficult. That’s always when the tears come. I was woken for my observations and I’m not awoken from this nightmare. It’s not a dream, this is my life now. It’s all changed in an instant and there nothing…

So those who know me well, know I never really do things by halves. I wouldn’t like to say I’m a drama queen but I think I might have to reside myself to the fact that maybe just maybe I am?! Because when I do things I really do them properly 😳 I’m starting this…